I know I should not be angry and disappointed
It is neither theirs nor my fault
but somehow, these two feelings combine together when I know things are not working out the way I want it to
I have only 1 more month here and yet ... things aren't working out the way it suppose to be
I wish I could tell them that I'm not happy but it is not going to help dissolve my frustration cause the decission is made already

Hmm ... I wander whats the feeling of leaving a place like home ?