Wanders

Why does everyone has that kinda feeling ?
Why don't I have that feeling that I have last year ?
1 year ...
Will I miss whatever happen to me this whole year ?
I wander ...
Did I really regret this choice in life ?
Did I regret meeting these people ?
Sigh
I guess I won't know till it is all really over
Somehow, this choice in life made me a stronger person
Somehow, I did found a few friends who I can gossip and laugh about with
but never someone whose shoulder I could cry on

Whatever happened it is just part of growing up =)