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I don't think I can smile anymore ... Why ? The true answer to my emo status is currently unknown

Way back into high school , I used to be emo because of some health issues ... At first, the friends were considerate and supported me and they also tried to give me the best advice they could but I guess it was the humiliation of depending on others that cause myself not to stand up for a long term. Soon, my friends realize that not giving me the support was the best way to help me out and it did actually work ...

Now, I really just don't know the reason to me acting so childishly. I feel crappy because I'm falling apart cause of some unknown or maybe small issues. I feel stupid, I feel stubborn ... I feel like the me last time where I hate to be dependent on people yet I have to depend on them ... and the me who don't talk and just show a stupid face the whole day ...

It just all sucks from the start to the end ='(

-maine.